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And Now​.​.​. (demo)

from The Singles Era EP by Brianna Carmel

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Another vent piece. Once again recorded, mixed, etc. via bandlab.

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I don't get as high as I used to
It's not a choice to be more sober
I just can't be goddamn bothered
To get the flame to start

Or maybe flower just don't hit as hard

But I don't think it's my tolerance
See, I've been trying to assert my dominance
But no one's listening, no one's listening
After a lifetime of conditioning to be soft

And now, I'm tired of being soft
And now, you've really dropped the ball
And now, I'm tired of it all
I've been tired since you called

I'm just getting by, like I used to
Turns out I'm being stalked on twitter
Yeah, my life's really in the shitter
I'm kinda scared again

And I'm careful who I call "my friends"

But I saw my favorite band last night
And honestly, that shit was tight
So are you listening? Are you listening?
I won't give into your conditioning of fear

And now, that's all I've got, my dear
The words I write down are sincere
It won't be long that I am here
I keep my friends safely near

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from The Singles Era EP, released September 8, 2023
Vocals/Ukulele/Recording/Cover Art: Brianna Carmel

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Brianna Carmel Sacramento, California

DIY singer-songwriter with a folk punk soul. Mainly a vocalist who enjoys fucking around on guitar and ukulele. 1/2 of Blooming Heads + 1/3 of little tiny knife.

Active in the Sacramento music scene since 2012.

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